Taking on seven years the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
And I’ve been trying way to long
Only if he could push his way off to fight you
I’m sorry, im sorry, im not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends
I would find a way without you
(Tell him his eyes see too clear)
I would find a way without you
(Tell him his eyes see too clear)
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
Its something that I could never do
Take my heart and carry me now
And don’t let me out to get a terrible day
I cant feel my hearth and the blood
That youre sharing me is killing me
And i just want to wake up and say
What is like to be loved to be killed to be dying?
That the feeling here inside my heart
I want you back to me i need you now
I want you back to me i need you now
I cut my vain, i’m waiting in pain
And with the blood shattered all over the blade
I got to say, the way that you are counting me
Its scaring me
I'm the runner who don't have a track for my run that i never know
The colour of my life
That came to me
And i'm the one who cant feel what the black and white is tasted with you
But, i can leave anything i want in my life
But sometimes i have to how on
Trust me, just for tonight
And the tommorow will be come
Just for tonight
Now,forget the last time
Just like when we meet the first time
In the rainy day
[ Verse 1: ]
When we know that we have to lose something
Try to remember about we've been through
Wishing that we'll make it
And it will be ended
[ Verse 2: ]
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
When we know will be ended
It's all about it's killing me
And it will always be a part of this life
But let this song reminds our memories
Berikut adalah personil - personil & additional Killing Me Inside
1. Sansan (Mantan Vokalis)
Nama Panjang : Sansan Choa
Nama Panggilan : Sansan
Band : Killing Me Inside ( Out ). Pee Wee Gaskins ( Stay )
Sebagai : Vokal & Scream
TTL : Jakarta, 07 January 1986
Agama : Islam
Musik Favorit : Hardcore, Screamo.
2. Josaphat Klemens (Gitarist)
Nama Lengkap : Josaphat Klemens Nama Panggilan : Josaphat / Josa Band : Killing Me Inside Sebagai : Guitaris TTL : Bogor, 31 Desember 1987 Agama : Katholik Christian / Kristen Katholik. Musik Favorit : Screamo, Power Pop, Other.
3. Raka Cyril (Mantan Gitarist)
Nama Lengkap : Raka Cyril Damar Nama Panggilan : Raka TTL : Jakarta, 16 Agustus 1989 Band : Killing Me Inside ( Out ) , Vierra ( Stay ) Sebagai : Gitarist Perguruan Tinggi : Universitas Pelita Harapan Agama : Islam Musik Favorit : Screamo, Metal, Power Pop, Other, Pop. 4. Onadio (Vokalis)
Nama Lengkap : Onadio Leonardo Nama Panggilan : Onadio / Onad Band : Killing Me Inside Sebagai : Backin Vokal / Bassist (2005-2009),Vokal(2009-sekarang) Agama : Kristen Katholik, Islam, Hindu, Other.
Killing Me Inside (juga dikenal sebagai Killms) merupakan sebuah grup musik asal Jakarta yang dibentuk pada tahun 2005. Saat ini mereka beranggotakan 3 orang yaitu vokalis Onadio Leonardo, gitaris Josaphat Klemens, dan keyboardist Rudye Nugraha Putra, dibantu oleh Angga Tetsuya Wibisana sebagai additional bassist dan Putra Pra Ramadhan sebagai additional drummer. Sejak terbentuk, mereka telah mengeluarkan 2 album yaitu "A Fresh Start For Something New" dan "Killing Me Inside".
Berikut Sejarah Killing Me Inside :
Formasi Awal (2005)
Killing Me Inside mulai dibentuk pada Juni 2005 oleh Josaphat (gitar), Onad (bass), Rendy (drum) dan Raka (gitar). Setelah beberapa saat mencari vokalis, akhirnya bergabunglah Sansan pada Desember 2005. Setelah melalui pengalaman manggung di kafe-kafe dan acara-acara lokal, mereka merilis 3 buah lagu sebagai demo mereka. Lagu-lagu demo tersebut adalah A Letter Of Memories, Suicide Phenomena, dan The Tormented yang nantinya direkam ulang pada debut album mereka, A Fresh Start For Something New.
Album Killims "A Fresh Start For Something New" (2008)
Pada tahun 2008, Killing Me Inside berencana untuk merilis sebuah album. Namun di tengah perjalanan, Raka keluar dari band pada Mei 2008. Raka mengumumkan kepergiannya melalui situs MySpace mereka: